Life is a Wonderland, Let's Enjoy It!

So, I have been taking it easy, laying low, spending more time on the things and people that matter.  My pilot is finished and copyrighted. Pretty exciting!!! I will be going to my first screenwriters meetup in a few weeks. That should prove to be interesting since I have never done anything like that before, I am a little nervous, but if you want different results then you have to do things differently, right? I find that I am not at all interested in the things I was once drawn to. The car accident really knocked my noggin. I am not drawn to blogging, or fb. I decided today would be a good day to write a blog update. It has been a while and just in case anyone needed a good word, I thought I would put this out there into the universe. That life gets better. I have no desire to entertain "friends" with the drama of my life, I just want to move on to the next part of it and am working my butt off trying to do my part, hoping the universe will meet me halfway, maybe even cut me some slack. The query letter is proving to be a very hard task. Why was it so easy to write a sixty-six page pilot, but I can't sit down and write a couple of paragraphs? I know exactly who I want to be my agent and that is a great start, but I know that the letter is my first introduction to her. That's a little daunting to say the least. I am hoping to get some wisdom and insight from the writing group I am joining. So, anyway, my life is pretty boring now, which is good, very good! No drama to share. Still fighting the good fight of poverty, but it's getting easier and easier. Life is quiet right now and I like it this way. I know our future is bright, brighter than it has ever been, just a little while longer and then, life will be sweet, very, very sweet. I don't need anyone to believe it. I don't need anyone to jump on board with my vision and dreams, my little family and two friends are behind me 100% and those are the only people who matter. Everyone else was only along for the drama or to see the fall. I have a nice little concussion team rooting for me as well. It is so amazing to have people supporting you and hoping for your success. Building that strong support, that's what my life is about now. If you love us, then you help take care of us. That's really the end all for choosing people to be in our lives. That's what it is all about now. Choosing and making decisions not letting life happen or letting people pop in and out of my life at random. I have finally learned, on a higher, level that I choose who and what I want to spend my energies on. The car accident was a new beginning for me, spiritually speaking. I still believe in God and Jesus Christ, but since they seem to have removed their hand from us, for whatever purpose, I am choosing to go in a new, different direction. This path is bringing me peace, contentment and freedom to just be who I am and explore all that this world, life, has to offer. I have a new found freedom to explore other ways of believing, of thinking. Ways in which I always believed and was taught were wrong, forbidden even, like I have been granted a hiatus from the strict rules of my Christianity. At times, I feel like I am a new creature on this earth, reading and thinking new and interesting thoughts, with no condemnation. I would have to describe it somewhat like being told that there are no such things as fairies and elfs only to stumble upon an entire world full of them. I am like a child in a candy store with an endless supply of money, but unlike the child, I am grown and I know that too much candy can give you a stomach ache. So, I pay attention to what I think the universe is trying to tell me and I take steps in that direction and I take chances. Not unwise, whimsical chances, I take calculated and thought about chances. Right now, life is good and I aim to continue going in the direction of the good life. Today, I am choosing to believe in magic and that life was meant to be wonderful. What about you?