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Tonight while I laid in bed reading, Jayce went out to the car to get me something I had forgotten, like it was the most normal, simplest thing. You have no idea how mind-blowing and heart warming things like that are to me. In my past relationship that just wouldn't have happened. I know I post a lot of comparisons, but I feel like people just don't get how an abusive relationship can take years to heal from. I am not going to go into detail about how it WOULD have happened, but I am going to notice, I may notice being loved for the rest of my life, I hope so. People take being cared for for granted. I hope I never do, I hope I always stop and notice the little things Jayce does for me in love. Being loved, taken care of, is absolutely the most amazing thing! You know I used to do all these little things in my previous relationship, but they were never acknowledged and never easily returned to me, so a part of me, that tender, loving, giving part of me got turned off. I am healing and through Jayce I am learning to show love again in this way. Jayce is patient, which is good.
the Truth in Love,
Heidi L. Shepherd 
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